Q&A: Single with a STD


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Walker, I am 63 and about to be single again. I have had herpes since I was 25 and always told my partners. I am terrified that no one will want to be with me. Do you know the attitudes of seniors towards herpes. I haven’t had symptoms since I had the shingles vaccine, an ironic coincidence.


This is an great question, particularly as I’ve just starting writing for My LabBOX, an at-home testing kit business and the American Sexual Health Association (ASHA). Both of these groups are working to inform men and women about sexually transmitted diseases, safety and sexual health. During Sexual Health Awareness Month the ASHA talked about various initiatives, one of which is Boomer Sexual Health. Annis’s (not her real name) question involves STDs among boomers and reflects the normal trepidation most single people feel upon reentering the dating game.

Annis has always taken a proactive approach to her STD by informing potential partners–and has found partners who understood how to manage the risks, as a couple, in order to have a safe, sexy relationship. As she approaches being single and dating again she has concerns about how an older individual might feel about herpes.

I love what the ASHA says about this:

In the grand scheme of things, genital herpes is an inconvenience for most couples—nothing more than that. Keep this fact in mind and keep your language positive. Your attitude will also have a lot of influence on how the news is received. If you are positive and upbeat, it’s more likely your partner will adopt the same attitude. Try not to let the anticipation of a possible negative reaction affect the delivery of your message.

Annis, I would like to think that many older adults are having open conversations about STI/STDs and taking the necessary steps to protect each other. Awareness and the right mix of caution and precautions (condoms, medications, abstaining during flair ups) can create safer conditions for having sex.  The new partner who automatically dismisses you due to the herpes isn’t the right person for you. He or she would be making a decision based on fear and prejudice rather than working to build trust and intimacy.

Some statistics:

  • It is estimated that as many as one in five Americans have genital herpes, a lifelong (but manageable) infection, yet up to 90 percent of those with herpes are unaware they have it.
  • With more than 50 million adults in the US with genital herpes and up to 776,000 new infections each year, some estimates suggest that by 2025 up to 40% of all men and half of all women could be infected.   (ASHA)


The dating game isn’t easy at any stage and sharing your herpes status might make things tough. I’m not sure that singles in their 60s are any less knowledgeable or tolerant of STDs than younger individuals. There is a strong likelihood that some of the single people you will meet also have a sexually transmitted infection.

I recommend that you wait to disclose your personal information until the first date, or maybe the second. Give yourself enough time to see if you want to go farther with this person and then have the conversation. As you have probably done in the past, be prepared with resources for partners and a willingness to answer questions. There’s no point in telling him/her before you know if you want to continue dating this person—but don’t wait so long that it looks like you were hiding something.

Timing can be a touchy situation—you might want to talk about STDs as part of the larger conversation about sex. Will you both get tested? How long to wait before having sex? You will want to talk about your wants and needs and other aspects of a sexual relationship that are important to you. Take time to listen to the other person’s concerns as well. If the reaction is negative, you can walk away knowing that you did the right thing, acting with honesty and integrity.

Best to you as you navigate the dating world again.


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Male Sex Writers- An Interview with Dr. Stephen Snyder

American society always had a double standard when it comes to sex and men.  And, it applies to the world of sex writing as well—though in this case it’s reversed. In real life men have sex when they want and women are not expected to actively seek out sex. In writing we rarely see men openly discussing sexual pleasure or sharing their thoughts and experiences. Why are most of the voices talking about sex women? Is it because we’re just naturally talkative or is it something deeper? sex writers, sex therapist

With this idea in mind I asked Dr. Stephen Snyder to talk about this topic with me. Dr. Snyder is a psychiatrist with a specialty in sex therapy. He practices in New York City and writes for his own blog and on PsychologyToday

Dr. Snyder, why do you think men are reluctant to write about their sexuality and thoughts on sex?  You suggest that one reason might be how we view men–as predators.  And, having been raised in the era of “watch out for men…protect yourself…they only want sex…” I understand that rationale.

A really revolutionary article came out in the June 2014 journal Nature Methods—not that I routinely read Nature Methods, but it was big enough news to make The Washington Post, and then on to twitter.

A series of ground-breaking experiments in mice showed that the mere presence of a male OF ANY SPECIES STUDIED—humans, rats, guinea pigs, cats, and dogs, as well as unfamiliar mice—was enough to cause anxiety in laboratory mice.  The researchers showed that this effect was mediated through scent. The scent given off by males of a variety of mammalian species just seemed to make mice more anxious.

Now of course it’s risky to cross species lines, but this study just makes so much intuitive sense.  People naturally feel less threatened by women than by men—both sexually and otherwise. I think this gives female sex writers much more latitude in expressing themselves.  I do find now that I’m approaching sixty years old, though, that women are more relaxed in my presence.  I have female patients whom I’m pretty sure would not have felt comfortable being in treatment with me when I was 35.


What if one of the ways to defuse the tension and misunderstanding about men as predators was to encourage men to be more honest about their sexual experiences? Wouldn’t we hear a more balanced view?

Men are often quite insecure sexually.  But it’s different.  As a generalization, women tend to be insecure about their power to attract.  Men worry about their ability to perform.  


There are really two kinds of sex writing–the personal exposition and the sex education writing? Agreed? Jon Pressick, the man with the classic pin-up pose writes and curates content on a wide range of sexually related topics. A good portion of his content falls in the category of sex education. In that instance it would seem less threatening for men to write about sex–and yet we don’t see men going there–maybe a few academic types but there isn’t much in between.

It’s more culturally acceptable for women to revel in pleasure, including sexual pleasure.

“Oh my God that sex toy was wonderful.  I came so hard with it.” That sounds great when a woman says it.  

But imagine a man saying it.  It doesn’t sound right.  It sounds icky.

We’re very funny about men experiencing pleasure for its own sake.  And DEFINITELY funny about men masturbating.  Female sex writers these days write endlessly about their masturbation.  Betty Dodson made a video of women masturbating called “Self-Loving Divas.”  No one will ever call a masturbating man a “self-loving diva.”  It just doesn’t happen.  

Men are supposed to work hard, compete, serve, and achieve great things — not revel in the delights of their bodies.

A certain male sex writer once posted an image of himself nude by a roaring fire in a fireplace, holding a glass of wine.  I was impressed. I figured he must be a really evolved human being.  But still it just felt odd.  After all, women are supposed to luxuriate naked in front of fires.  Men are supposed to be out chopping the wood!

It’s fine if as a doctor I write about sex.  That’s an acceptable male role.  It has the connotation of “work.”  But my thoughts on the subject wouldn’t be of much interest to anyone otherwise.  Women are the natural guardians of sexual space.


It’s hard for me to agree with the idea that women ‘own’ sex given that so many female writers report being attacked or shamed, called bad names, and taunted for being open about sex. No man is ever put down by his tribe, or our society, for being sexual—in fact it is expected. In a room of 100 women probably less than 10% would say they owned sex–we don’t have that understanding of heterosexual relationships. I think the increase in female sex writing is a positive thing. To talk openly about masturbation when so many women have felt shame about it (as have men) and been unable or unwilling to get in touch with their bodies–this is a healing process. We assume men masturbate. That’s not an assumption we have about women.

You’re right.  A man who wrote openly about sex wouldn’t get “slut-shamed.”  He might just be ignored.

In the sex therapy world, where the majority of the professional community is female, a man is a member of a minority that’s seen as potentially dangerous.  To be accepted in the female-centered world of sex therapy professionals, he must avoid spontaneous expressions of sexual feeling.  His female colleagues don’t have to constrain themselves in this way.  A woman at a sex therapy meeting could say, “yes, that really turns me on,” and that spontaneous expression of sexual feeling might be accepted and even celebrated.  I believe that for a man to admit that something in the moment really turns him on would not be so accepted, and would certainly not be celebrated.


You point out that we celebrate female sexuality but not male. I think you are correct and I’m saddened by that. The ability to accept and encourage male expression of sexuality would go a long way towards lessening the idea of men as predators–if “we” can sit with our discomfort long enough to find acceptance. What do you think?

Women sex writers go on at length about their sexual feelings. And they appear on their blogs and on twitter in all sorts of suggestive poses.  Male sex writers don’t do that.


Why is that? Are women overcompensating and overexposing themselves as they try to ‘catch up’ in a world where men have always been acknowledged as having sexual desire?  And, why is it that we feel so squeamish about men writing about sex when we’ve accepted for centuries that men enjoy sex? Is there another double standard that applies to the written word?

It may be less of a stigma for a man to admit sexual desire, but it would be more of a stigma for a male sex therapy professional to write about desire. As I mentioned above, male desire tends to be seen as uncomfortable and potentially dangerous—unless it’s directed by a particular man towards a particular woman who’s interested in being desired by him—in which case it’s permitted. But only then.  


Dr. Snyder and I didn’t reach any conclusions about why there are so few male sex writers or the challenges for men in expressing their sexuality. I’d love to hear your thoughts, particularly my male readers.

Finding My Way-My Journey as a Sex Writer

This is my most recent article for Midlife Boulevard, sharing about my recent award and giving readers a glimpse at why and how I find myself writing about sex.

A Sex Writer’s Personal Journey

Sex writers and educators spend a lot of time thinking about sex, reading and practicing their craft. My journey to becoming a sex writer began with “write what you know”. What I knew was how it felt to be in my 50s, trying to find the sexual me who had gotten lost along the way.

Journey to Sexual Pleasure

Last week Kinkly’s 2014 Top 100 Sex Blogging Superheroes  were announced–I am ranked #5!  A “sex guru for the over-50 set – and an inspiration to the younger sex positive crowd”. I’m pretty pumped and humbled. I want to say that it was all my doing but you helped as well. You gave me material to write about, you gave me support, and when I reached out to ask for your votes you did so. Thank you.

It’s absurd to think that older adults aren’t interested in sex. The needs of women in the menopausal phase of life differ from those of a 25-year-old. There are some age-neutral issues around sexuality, but older women have very specific needs and want to hear from someone who understands their issues. Right?  Blanket statements about who we are as midlife and older women just serve to reduce us. We are unique; we defy categorization. Suffice it to say that not everyone has the same sex drive and that’s absolutely fine. Regardless we should consider our sexual health. In my first article for Midlife Boulevard I shared my definition of sexual health.  And, I will continue to talk about the importance of paying attention to our bodies as we age.

I want to share how I reclaimed my sexuality—it explains why I feel that sex writing and education is so important.

I had marginal sex for a number of years as my marriage deteriorated. In that last pre-divorce year I declared myself “done with sex”. My self-esteem and my sexual self had suffered from those years of Charity Sex. Call it a coping mechanism, or call it keeping the husband happy. I failed to place my own needs ahead of those of my spouse. My unhappiness with the marriage came before the sexual dissatisfaction but they became entwined and even though I made a choice, it wasn’t a smart one. A choice that shut me down bodily and emotionally.

By the time I was separated and ready for an intimate connection I was no longer in tune with my body. I was going through the motions,  even a little self-pleasuring. But I wasn’t feeling desire. I wasn’t turned on in sexual encounters because I had faked it for so long.  I couldn’t reconnect to feelings of sexual pleasure. It was difficult to stay focused on my body when having sex; there was little arousal and even less orgasming. I was doing all the right things—for them—but not for me. It was the difference between having sex and being an active participant in sex.

Good sex requires that we be aware of our needs, our bodies and our sexual preferences. If we don’t know what we need and don’t know how to communicate that how will we get our needs met? Why have sex if there’s no pleasure? Isn’t that akin to disregarding our own personal integrity? That’s what happened to me, upon reflection.

One component of sexual health involves taking ownership of one’s body and sexuality. As I began dating I also began writing about my experiences. Once I began writing about dating and sex I saw a great need for these kinds of articles and conversations.  Midlife individuals were reaching out to me, sharing their stories and asking questions. And a sex writer was born. It started with my own work to regain sexual awareness and desire. Then, about four years ago I began exploring my own capacity for sexual pleasure. I became more in touch with my body which led me to become more engaged with partners. I was finally able to embrace my body and proclaim my sexual needs.

My goal as a sex writer and educator is to help you find the information and resources to maintain and enhance your sexual needs. To help you sharpen your sexual skills in order to develop greater pleasure and intimate connections with partners. Just as in couples sex there is giving and the receiving, as a writer I feel a similar pleasure in knowing you have received something from my words and experiences. Thank you.

This article was originally published on Midlife Boulevard.

A Sex Writing Award and a Little Self-Applause

I don’t take the opportunity to toot my own horn very often. And maybe I ought to? So, here we go….

Just recently I made a decision to step away from a volunteer job that was going to suck me dry. I made the decision as Mercury was going retrograde–really, it came to me like a bolt of lightening. I suddenly realized that it was time to assess everything I do from the point of my own personal needs.

Will this help me? Will it be too draining, take time from my passions and paid work? What are the benefits? Am I being appreciated?

And, more importantly–is what I’m about to take on going to advance the work of my life in this current moment? Or the month, year….

It’s hard to step away from something when there are expectations. But really, we only have a finite amount of time in any one day, in any one life. Too often, as women, we put our needs last. This isn’t the first time I’ve talked about letting go and making valuable choices. But it is (almost) the first time where I’ve made a big decision that had everything to do with my personal needs and my life goals.  Pat on the back for me. I’ve realized what brings me pleasure and what excites me when it comes to my work. I am practicing letting go. And, embracing.

OK, here’s the brag: I’ve been focusing my writing on sexuality and sexual health for almost 2 years now. Maybe more? This morning I got a lovely piece of recognition for my sex writing. Kinkly, Walker Thornton-Sex writer and educator Kinkly runs a contest each year to name the Top 100 Sex Blogging Superheroes. Last year I made the list with a great showing. This year I called on readers and friends to vote for me. The ranking is a compilation of social media ranking, content and support. I made the list at Number Five! I’m honored and humbled and delighted!

This “60-year-old sex goddess” is a sex guru for the over-50 set – and an inspiration to the younger sex positive crowd.  Kinkly  




This is important work that happens to be fun as well. I get to think, read, and write about sex and sexual health. It requires practice too! So, not only am I contributing to your heightened awareness of the importance of sexual health but I’m delving into midlife sexuality.  It is lots of fun…and good for us!

I’ve got a couple of exciting new writing partnerships. I’ve just started working for the women behind myLAB Box, an at-home STD testing kit–writing their blog. And, I am also looking forward to a new relationship with the American Sexual Health Association! I’m doing speaking engagements on sex and other aspects of living life as a vibrant woman.  Ooh, and something new  that you’ll hear about in the next couple of months.

Thank you for reading and supporting my work. I think of us as partners in this growing older and sexier, sassier business.



P.S.: The Kinkly contest was supported by Lelo, one of the fabulous sex toy manufacturers out there making luxury toys! I may have to add a new Lelo to my collection out of gratitude. Check ‘em out!


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